“Everyone has a story… It is time that I tell mine” - ChareseJay
Thoughts Create Reality
Unseen
Unheard
Unknown
Masterpiece
You finally have started to believe that this is getting pathetic. To continue to love another being that does not fully understand the worth of the love that runs in your veins. To look another person in the eye and believe that this is it. To see forever in another set of eyes that you sought security for. What were you thinking? That’s right, you weren’t thinking. If you were thinking you would have noticed that he does not see forever in your eyes as you do him. He can only see your insecurities. Not only can he see how shallow you are, but how brittle your heart has become. It is pure mastery to him, you are his canvas and your pain is his artwork. He blinks and sees right through you. You think this is forever when all he breathes is temporary. But smile beloved.... that’s all you've been doing.
Music…
Is my pain music to your ears? Let the song carry on.
Gentleman
A gentleman…A kind that can give you a shoulder, but never a cold one. His heart bleeds. A Gentleman. That has love to give and never looks else where to receive. I want this kind of love from this gentleman that will bury this void, and love me more than any want or need.